A Short Poem: If I.

If i. 



If i can handle my own fellings, and replace all of this with neglecting that, refusing all those fellings, and start happily with my self ever after

If i just only falling in love with this world, not people

If i can being heartless but always taking mind to know at all

If i can break the rule from society without any permission at all

And then, we force our life in quiet living, do whatever we wanted to, and being free

But, there isn't any choices, for woman like me, come up with the weak and fulfill the journey with fears

Something is made for good things, but sometimes it doesn't work at all

I just falling to confusion, trapped in the circle 

Without knowing anythings, and falling into undefined fellings

Being trapped. 

Trapped. 

Trapped. 

In the endless path. 

If i can handle all of my shit, i'll do better

If i can handle my fate, i'll choose the right way

If i can learn too well, i'll being right 

If i know that there was so many limitation, i'll take long boundaries 

The same feelings, after i choose to blamed my self

I always wrong. 

Choosing and finding right way, while i always trapped in wrong way. 

Sometimes it always been confusing, i always confuse.

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