A Short Poem: Fall(ing) to me

fall into my self

i was find the feeling

i was dreaming of

sometimes that was very rare and weird, i see. i do not know how to escape from this kind of situation

but life take me here. 

i felt it,

i felt that in the night after we trying to communicate each other, quickly 

and i felt it,

i felt so strange, 

i knew there’s something in my heart that try to reaching my mind,

but i should denial to that all things 

i do not know 

always don't know 

and i feel like, 

much better for being do not know, 

forever we’ll always in secret

and i’ll never explain it to anyone else. 

thankyou for gave me this feeling 

i feel weird everytime met you 

so weird

i got guilty,

got happy

got scare

got anger

i do not know how 

it feels lost 

after we do that

weird 

and unreal

like what the hell we’re doing this 

idk how to, 

finding some real thing

between my imagination 

just me and my imagination

after long hours 

never ending,

also i knew

it’ll never happen 

i knew 

i’m just nothing 

also you

just nothing to me

and all things will dissappear quickly

i can’t have this feelling like this

let me fall in my self again